Ever feel like things that once mattered to you, all of a sudden stop being important?
Over the last several months I have been having this feeling about many things in my life. No longer do I pay attention to menial things. Lately I have been feeling like I'm on the outside looking in on other peoples useless dramas (specially on facebook).
This hole new social need to make a huge deal about something that everyone shouldn't even give to shakes about, but yet its got a 24 comment thread, is making me question humanity.
I feel I am 'grown up' past entertaining all of that, and its so hard to express how good it feels to live my life for me, not who I can tell my story to. I've never been a really social person, but I have fallen into the vacuum suck of attention.
The needs to validate your choices through other people is over. Social and mental growth happens later in life now a days.
Maybe everyones New Year resolution should be to be a little less e-social. The world would be a better place.

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Wow, I can't believe 2010 is over. It was probably the best year I've ever had for growing as an artist and as a person. I am the real DANI I should have always been. Took a little while to get here, but I'm here.

My old journal looking into 2010, I wrote
"2010 for me is going to be a year of new beginnings. Cleaning out of the old life, and actively changing things to make my future better." 
And boy was it. I went on a great trip which is continually changing my future and I lost over 25lbs.
2011 will be a year of change. Changing my address, my mind set, my size, my possession... changing my life for the most bestest it can be. I reached every goal I set for myself in 2010, and I am going to work on making it happen again in 2011!

Hope everyone else has set goals they know they can achieve and will have a stupidly wonderful year!
Some images that made me stare!


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